PANICharlequin

2009-06-13T03:27:00.000-07:00

Ive got to breathe
You cant that from me
Cause its all that you left thats mine
You had to leave
And thats all I can see
But you told me your love was blind

There are times
Youre so impossible that I should sign a waiver
And you will find
Someone worth walking on when you ask me to go

Ill leave when the wind blows
Take a breath and there it goes
Ill be outside of your window
Ill pass by but Ill go slow
Ill leave when the wind blows

There was a day
You threw our love away
Then you passed it to someone new
You wanna stay
But since you wanna play
We can finally say were through

There are times youre so impossible and you ask me to go

Ill leave when the wind blows
Take a breath and there it goes
Ill be outside of your window
Ill pass by but Ill go slow
Ill leave when the wind blows

You can scream theres just echoes
Pass outside of your window
Youll be sad that you let me go
Ill leave but just know

As I lay in solitude
Oh Whats a boy supposed to do
I Shake the very thought of you
Me together, I remember
Late nights when I stayed up late
All I do is wait and wait
Your never coming home to me
Thats the hardest thing to see

I got to breathe
You cant take that from
We can finally say were through

Ill leave when the wind blows
Take a breath and there it goes
Ill be outside of your window
Ill pass by but Ill go slow
Ill leave when the wind blows

You can scream theres just echoes
Pass outside of your window
Youll be sad that you let me go
On every face youll ever know
And everywhere you ever go
Youll feel when the wind blows

i love you too.♥

2009-06-06T01:30:00.000-07:00

HOOHAA, HOOHAA !
teeheehee
yeah yeah.
i deleted my previous post.
cause it made my WHOLE blog a bonjangle up .
and i hate when that happens.
REALLY hate it.
so, for those of you who managed to read it,
lucky you((:
for those who did'nt,
too bad
i cant help you anyways ((:
but but,
i can add something from the previous post...
ADRIAN GRENIER IS SO FRIGGIN SEXY.
weewoos !

hes acts in ENTOURAGE.
awesome show.
with awesome actors.
and awesome scripts.
and ofc, the awesome ADRIAN GRENIER.
ah.
*faints*
the show is really cool.
should check it out.

so,
remember that day when dannie woke me up?
WELL IT HAPPENED AGAIN TUHDAY.
but it was more irritating than before.
i phone rang at 7.36 a.m today.
i refused to answer the moment i saw "Dannie"
on my phone screen.
however,
it continued to ring.
me,
being a kind creature,
picked up the phone.
and when i answered it,
a loud LOSER voice could be heard.
and yes, it was dannie.
this time,
it wasnt a happy birthday wake up call.
it was a "lynn wake up cause your phone's catching on fire!"
i replied "huh?"
"yeah, its on fire cause a really hot persons talking through it,"

wow.
HOW ORIGINAL DANNIE.
gosh youre such a dweeb.
you should seriously shove your head down a toilet bowl.
you belong there.
gosh.

holidays are getting border, and border each day.
even if that makes sense.
first week, im stuck at home.
except yesterday and tuhday.

next week, will be partehh ((:
at least i hope so ><
heathers party will be looked forward to.
and so is 6grace'08 outing.
i cant wait.
i miss 6grace so damn much)):
all the noisy noisy peopos who always give me a hard time .
i miss you guys ((:
or at least some of you.

uh,
currently talking to dannie.
who is again making noise in my phone.
gosh.
when will you ever shut up ?
but talking tuh dannie is fun ((:
yeah.
dannie,
i love you kay?
dont angry urh.
;D

okay.
i think ive crapped a whole lot already.
hopefully all goes well for angel and G.
i wish you guys the best of luck.
lol.
thats so sarcastic><
pssh.
okay
bye beebops ((:
although i dont know what that means ;D
oh wait,
heres a video.
for me !
lol.
yeah.
cause my darling,
BRENDON BOYD URIE sings in this song.
its for a coca-cola commercial.
heres the making of the song.
it also includes other singers like,
Patrick Stump,
travis McCoy,
Cee-Lo
and
Janelle something...
hope you like it ((:
cause i do.
and and...
brendon urie sound so heavenly in this song((:

peace(:

Open Happiness

Lyrics

VERSE ONE

ahhh..ohhh
Well hello is this thing on
Is anybody listening
A brand new day has begun

The first thing that I want do
Make sure that you feel it too
So Im not the only one

CHORUS

Cmon lift me up (its a brand new day)
Open up a lil happiness today
So I can be someone new
Cmon and lift me up (to a better way)
Open up a smile on another face
So I can (feel something new)

Open up some happiness
Open up some happiness
Open up some happiness

VERSE TWO

Ahem*Ahem* let me clear my throat
So you can hear clearly every word spoke
Today I woke feeling lovely
Happiness overflowin knowin somebody loves me
Just think yesterday I was down and out
Now there's not a single thing for me to frown about
And the same thing can happen to you
Smiling so hard my mouth look like a capital U

VERSE THREE

I want the sun to shine
All the time
Is that too much to ask
Oh, I want to have some fun
I want all my friends to come
Cause its now or never
Learn the words and sing together

CHORUS REPEAT

Cmon lift me up (its a brand new day)
Open up a lil happiness today
So I can be someone new
Cmon and lift me up (to a better way)
Open up a smile on another face
So I can (feel something new)

Open up some happiness
Open up some happiness
Open up some happiness

BRIDGE

Your heart deserves your trust
A choice made for all of us
The sun will come back tomorrow
Theres a message in a bottle
So come on Ill meet you there
Theres enough sunshine to share
As long as you know
The bridge between us is a rainbow

CHORUS REPEAT

Cmon lift me up (its a brand new day)
Open up a lil happiness today
So I can be someone new
Cmon and lift me up (to a better way)
Open up a smile on another face
So I can (feel something new)

Open up some happiness
Open up some happiness
Open up some happiness

2009-06-01T02:59:00.000-07:00

heylooos my dear dear peopoos !
lol.
im finally back!
posting.
after DONKEY days;D
and and,
I CHANGED MY SKIN !

well,
at least im here right...
weewoos.
so,
did you people miss me ?
i know you did.
i mean, who did'nt huh ?
((:

tuhday had to go back to school fer AE performance.
it went great.
totally awesome.
we had like 35 out of 40 ?
which is considered like,
MAJOR for our group cause we did everything totally rushy.
so good job babes.
and yes, i shall name the wonderful "us" who did it.
Michelle VONG !
Bryna Koh((:
DeniseD
Calista Lee
and ofc,
yours truly,
LYNN JULIANA !

weewoos.
it went really well.
everything was almost perfect.
i was really happy with the turnout ;D

saturday,
was one of my funniest saturdays of my life.
conferenced with Dannie and Angel.
two totally screwd-up much people.

they were totally meaningless.
and so was i.
but i had fun ;D

and ouh yeah.
i promised dannie i would do this.
cause i lost the bet.

Dannie is the number 1 person on earth.
Dannie is also much cooler than lynn,
cause lynn sucks.
and Dannie PWNS.

there.
whatever that is, is bullcrap.
but i lost the bet.
so i stand for my words.
but its totally NOT TRUE.

yes, dannie is fun.
dannie is cool.
BUT NOT AT ALL COOLER AND FUNNER THAN ME.

and ouh yeah,
dannie makes me smile everyday ((:
yes,
dannie, you are loved;D
and angel also la.
give you some credit fer making me smile everyday.
;D

and its been really long since i said this,
but...
i miss ashleee )):
uh.
its been like a month since i saw her.
and i miss her tons.
ash, come back to singapore NOW.
we all miss you.
esp me and angel ya.

im really hungry now.
in fact, im always hungry.
but somehow i burn my fats real fast;D
and i love that a whole lot.
so i shall eat, while i leave you laughing with this video.
which made me laugh real hard.
pay more attention to the sound,not the video ;D

SANTI;D

THE MELBOURNE SHUFFLE

2009-05-20T02:03:00.000-07:00

This makes me smile everyday (:

2009-04-09T03:53:00.001-07:00

helloo beautiful people of earth ((:
weewoo !
im finally posting.
HOW COOL IS THAT HUH ?
yeah man.
claps.
i think its like...
2 months ?
since i posted?
new record !
YEAH!

so..
today didnt go school )):
MUSCLE ACHE ARH.
cannot even walk properly.
so poorthiinq.
im sure all you PEOPLE MISSED ME much.
not being around someone as awesome as me is hard.
i know.
but bear with it.
for i shall return !
on monday !
weee [[;
ahaha.
insane much.

so.
im UBER bored.
in fact,
im UBER UBER UBER bored.
so bored that i can kill flies.
okay, thats lame ><
but whatevs dude.
or dudette.
cause im lame !
wuhahahahaha/
*coughs*

talking to fcukktard SHAFIQA((:
her msn spoil.
so facebook chatting.
she has gone crazee.
and yes,
i mean crazee.
she like SUPER JUNIOR !
HOW UNCOOL IS THAT ?
avenged went down.
so did zacky ><
and so now ,
HE IS MINE.
WHOLE PART BABY/

[[:
yeah.
ouh yeah.
SOMEONES BIRTHDAY COMING !
wink wink.
i give you hint.
shes awesome, fun, hyperr and sexyy ((:
okay okay.
i'll tell you.
ME !
gehehe ((:

todays's 9th.
7 more days till the best day ever ((:
and ouh yeah.
another smexy persons birthday is coming ((:
no hints.
my love, BRENDON BOYD URIE ((:
TURNING 21 !
how cool.
ehehe.
okay so im DEAD bored.
i think im going tuh change blog skin.
maybe.
JUST MAYBE.
i dont think i have any crap to crap about.
so erm.
i'll end here.
with a VEEDEEE-OOOO !
its currently my FAVED a7x song.

AVENGED SEVENFOLD-- Seize The Day

2009-02-20T02:28:00.000-08:00

ahhaaa!
backk!
after a recordd of i thinkk...
1month?
muahahaa.

busyy la.
secondary school somemore.
then CT somemore.
todays maths paper sucked man.
soo hardd !@^!*&#^
the rest were okay...
chinese also sucked.
bigg time.

ohh yeah.
danniiiiii called me.
and we had a totally meaningless conversation.

lynn: helloo?
danni:LYNN! I THINK I NEED HELP.
lynn: with whatt?
danni:MY FEET!
lynn: huh?
danni: GOT RED SPOTS !
lynn: HAHAHAHHA.
danni: dont laugh la.
lynn: okay okay...i never laugh at you la.
danni:LIAR.
lynn: ayee...anyhow accuse me.
danni: i whack you with stick then you know.
lynn: you horrible monster.
danni: i monster you what?
lynn: AWESOME-NESS.
danni: i vomit blood arh.
lynn: whatever. so...your feet?
danni: ya! red spots. i so paranoid man. it looks like a mouldy cheesecake!
lynn: AHAHAHA. cheese cake. this one i must see man.
danni: dont laugh! i serious la.
lynn: i never laugh! you hear wrongly la.
danni: whatever. oh ya...what were we talking about arh.
lynn: omg. you're so damn stoooopid man.
(some text missing)

thats not the whole thing but i dont think the otherss is appropriate((:
so...
school.
okay la.
funn?
esp with the PEEEPOS who always make me SMILEE! (:

OH YA.
I GOT INTO SWIMMING !
in your face SHAFIQA!
shee got into concert band ><
pssh ><
oh ya...
this morning...
so funniiii!
i was eating cookies..
and fasiha was like...

fasiha:i want!
lynn; no.
fasiha: a bit only la. small small one.
lynn: no!
fasiha: aiya..please la.. abit only.
lynn: whyy should i? YOURE NOT MY FRIEND.
fasiha: aiya...
lynn: dont take my cookie!

then i put my cookie down.
revenge!
PULLED HER BRA THINGY MAN.
then she was like...
oww!
so sissy somemore.
then sat with shafiqa and dashima and told them about it.
thenn...
we chased her around the canteen ferr her bra strap ><
soo fun man.
maybe we should have a new profession.
BRA THINGY PULLER.

not bad ehh?
eehee...
currently listening musicc..
and bandsurfiinq.

tomorrow's sherilyn darliinqs birthday.
i cant goo!
):
sorry my dear dear ninja turtle!
shes turning 13 tomorrow!
so old urh..
eeyers.
(:

ahaha/
i was thinking of changing skinn.
maybe i will?
but im gonna change my blogg song !
getting old
for your peoples info,
the first song is NOT in english.
but it pwns.
like me !
weehoooo !
gahaha.
lol.
im suddenly feeling retardedd.
REALLY RETARDEDD.

hmm...
i gotta go.
i need tuh cool down and stretch my legs man.
my muscle is so sore.
(:
ONE VIDEOO FOR YOU BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE!

ANBERLIN- THE FEEL GOOD DRAG (version 1)

ANBERLIN- FEEL GOOD DRAG (VERSION 2)

2009-01-17T02:29:00.000-08:00

backk!
after ONE WEEK of exhausting school.
okay...
lesson review time.
ENGLISH- okay.
MATHS-BORING.
PHYSICS- MRS THIRU! suuperr fun!
CHINESE- homework, homework, homework, news.
LITERATURE- awesome.
D&T- hated.
HYSTORY- mixeed feelings.
GEOGRAPHY- fun!
ART- okay...
PE- AWESOMENESS.

i dont think i left out any...
did i?
probably not.

ohh yeah.
I CHANGED MY SKINN.
awesome right??
really nice hor.
ITOTALLYLOVEIT.
thats a word btw ((:

nect thing bugging me.
CCA!
i dunnoe eh!
netball or swimming.
netball or swimming.
HELPP ME!
please!
dad wants me join swimming.
automatic monsters half say netball half say swimming.
i say...
BLUR.
i dunnoe eh.
swimming is fun.
netball is fun.
im good at both.
BUT I DUNNOE WHICH ONE BETTER!
okay wait...
i know la.
its obviously swimming.
but netball also fun.
)):
neeed tuh think fast.
cause the cca selection gonna come soon )):
GAHHH!
if only theres floorball.
i early early join ler.
hmmph.

so erm...
its saturday.
yesterday wet out.
bought some stuff...
suppose buy FBT's but the dun have there.
so gong AMK hub maybe tmr go buy ((:
thenn monday still got house practice...
till 6 eh!
so frustrating. and so sian.
goshh!

arrrh.
head ache ler.
welll...
lets look on the BRIGHT SIDE!
IM STILL ALIVE AFTER A WEEK OF SCHOOL!
homework still manageble la.
chinese is just the one which is so much work.
hai..
sms-ing ashleyy now.
shes moving to england!
SO SADD.
ill miss her so darn much )):
but she say she giving us smth each ;D
to remember her by.
im so sadd!
im so damn close to her..
we have same birthdays,
we have same interests.
we have same faved colours.
we have same genders ?
we have same families(the automatic monsters) )):
we;re practically like sisters )):
*teary*

haiyoo...
so sad right?
boohoohoo/
okay okay...duwan emoo ler.
so sian.
msn got problem.
suddenly closedd.
then now.
just sit here.
blog.
listen music.
settling my tagboard.
gahh!
okay..
so erm...im superr bored.
dont really know what tuhh say.
cause..
im so darn bored.
so errmm...
FOB touring with metro station plus hey monday plus all time low plus cobrastarship...
sure awesome one,
but I HATE HEY MONDAY.
hey monday SUCKS.
tours called
believers never die part deux.

cool huh?
if only its in singapore...
but fall out boys cominngg sg!
thats good...
right?
playing withh katrinaaa now!

shes 5 monthss ler.
so fast hor,,,
hehe...okay. i thiink ill end here((:
i wanted to enndd with the metro station seventeen forever clip but embeddin was disabled.
soo heres another videoo!

WE THE KINGS- Secret Valentine((:

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
MOOD: BOJANGLED.
word(s) of the day: ashley and lynn are the shit.
guy of the day: TRAVIS CLARK!
friend of the day: ASHLEE
song of the day: panic at the disco- The Weight(cover version)
artist of the day: Paramore
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

2009-01-10T17:49:00.000-08:00

PICKABOOOO!
back from camp ((:
SUPERR FUN MAN CAMP!!!

all so superr high and enthu (:
charlotte and yunweii were SUPERR awesome.
esp charlotte (:
so erm...
yesterday came back.
finished around 12 ?
then reached home around 12.30...
it was really fun man.
so many games.
but ofc the best was WHERES THE PEANUTS ><><><>

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HOR
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lol
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lol.
she so fun to disturb la.
then erm..
just now went to shafiqa's blog and some stoopid person called RANDY
disturbb me seh.
superr un-awesome.
eeyers.
listening to diamonds in the rough CD now.
its an avenged sevenfold CD btw.
just now was augustana.
augustana is just plain awsome can?
seriously man.
their songs so much meaning.
(:
love them alot.
angel just called me.
was like superr boy crazy.
and she passed it to me ><
oh oh,..
zenn calling. shall end here.
with my collumn!

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mood:RETARRDED.
word(s) of the day: ZACKY VENGEANCE
song of the day: Augustana - Hey now
artist of the day: avenged sevenfold
guy of the day: CALEB TURMAN ! (:
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2009-01-02T02:37:00.000-08:00

okay...so
zenn BUGGED me all day to do this quiz.
she like asked me a week ago but i wasnt really online much so.
i'll do it.
FOR HER.
and ouh yeah...
zenn, YOU SUCK MAN.

1) My friends ....
thats not even a question...

2) Im listening to ....
a Saosin song tittled voices

3) Maybe i should learn ...

4)I love ...
THE AUTOMATIC MONSTERS(:

and brendon urie ((:
5) My plan ....
is to beat the hell out of that someone.

6) I dont understand ...
Why guys have to be gay and metrosexual.

7) I lost ...
trust in that someone.

8) People say ...
i PWN ((:

9) I'm missing ....
OLN!

10)Love means ....
a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.

11) Somewhere, someone is ....
confessing their love for edward cullen

12) I'm always searching for ....
lyrics?

13) Forever seems ....
huh?

14) I do not want to ....
see jefree star's sickening and gay ass face.

15) My mobile phone .....
is so awesome.

16) When i woke up in the morning ....
it was 5.45am.

17) I get annoyed when ....

constapees make contact with me

18) Parties are ....
parties?

19) Today i'm ....
full of hormones ><

21) Tmr i will be ....
sleeping.

22) I really want .....
PANIC AT THE DISCO DELUXE EDITION LIVE IN CHICAGO CD/DVD

23) I missed ...
90210)):

24) What is your phone brand?
nokia

25) What's the last 3 digits of your num.?
959

26) What does the second message in your inbox say?
its my thang.
dont ruin it.

27) Who was the last person you rang?
ashley

28) Who was your last missed call from?
audrey

29) What does the oldest message in your inbox say?
call me.

30) Who comes after J?
K?

40) Go to your sent messages- see what the 10th message say?
why should i even reveal it man..
its personal ((:

41) Who is your network provider?
starhub?

42) How many messages are there in your inbox?
229

43) Who do you have on speed dial 3?
i dont use speed dial ><

44) If you're using prepaid card, how much credits do they have?
$21.51

45) Who is the first person who comes after C?
B?????

46) What do you have as your main ringtone?

Paramore-halellujah

i still dont know what that was for ><
so erm...
zenn.
you owe me...

today.
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL.
it was okay la.
was like...teacher student sessions.
made some new friends..
my class is pretty kick ass.
just not that much...
what we automatic monsters call..
sayang sayang one.
well...it means.
like bonds?
and loving one another not in like..
oh whatevs.

so TODAY.
im so tired but still so HYPED.
my SEXUALITY hormones have RISED.
i dont know if that even is a word but...
whatever.
so erm..
i started listening to saosin...
they're pretty awesome.
and erm.. ouh yeah
SHAFIQA , I LOVE YOU ((:

i mean its just so weird!
i've known her since i was like...P1?
and i only got to really know her after like 5 years?
[[:
we have same taste.
and like..
yeah.
i changed my skin ((:
great feedbacks on it.
thank you alot.

zenn said she felt jealous cause i have such a kickass skin while
shes using some random nonsense skin.
[just like her]
gosh...
SHES SO NOISY!
theres a reason why im writting EXTRA much about her todayy..
its cause today...
SOMETHING HAPPENED.
something totally...
normal.
but it happened to her on first day of school.
SHE...
HAD...
HER...

..........
im not gonna say but hey...
now shes more like us.[[;
okay..so you guys are probably lost.
but nevermind.
you'll make it ((:
so im really tired.

*yawn*

really REALLY tired.

*yawn*

i

*yawn*

feel

*yawn*

like

*yawn*

SLEEPING!

*farts*

wow...
i farted and yawned in the same sentenced(:
aweomsome...
so erm...
im half stoned.
and half awake.
wait...
i did'nt need to say half awake cause i mean...
i said i was half stoned.
and means the other ha;f has to be awake,
oh whatever.
i say crappy stuff when im tired...
ii might be changing my blog song.
and skins again ((:
see see my mood first lor...
anD OMG.
ILOVE JASON MRAZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARHHH!!!!!!!!!
HE IS THE TOTALL DEFINITION OF AWESOME-NESS[ofc,next to me ]
i have totally fallen in love with him music.
and hes SUCH A NICE PERSON!
just so sad that i didnt like him as much when i watched him at SINGfest.
BUT HES COMING TO SINGAPORE!
and i hope i can go.
JUST HOPE ><
but chances are...
not at all cause im broke><
bought the zen x-fi which cost $229 and chipped in like 50 bucks
for the guitar hero
so now no money ler.
but the x-fi daddy chipped in 100 bucks la ((:
its actually $329 cause i bought the 16 gig one ((:
so erm...
i really wannt yap more of my shit.
but i think i will end here...
with new collumns added at the end of each post. ((:
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Mood: SEXUALITY HORMONES RISING.
word of the day: MOO
song of the day: Saosin-Voices
artist of the day: Jason Mraz
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Jason Mraz - make it mine[live from sundance]

2008-12-21T03:47:00.000-08:00

Mother, where are you today?
You took a piece of me the day you went away,
No recollection nor the smell of your perfume,
I took a piece of you the day I left the womb.

Brother, put your needles down.
The best thing for you is to leave this awful town.
Pretty soon, you'll have kids to feed.
If you see mother, tell her I can sing.

Please don't worry, I am doing fine.
You're much to busy, to even find the time,
So use your chemicals and take this to your grave,
The boys you left are men you didn't raise.

And daddy, how are you today?
You must be proud of the boys that you have raised.
Your withered heart, and everything its seen,
Your guts and callises , you had kids to feed.
You had kids to feed.

Please don't worry, I am doing fine.
You're much to busy, to even find the time,
So use your chemicals and take this to your grave,
The boys you left are men you didn't raise.

2008-12-15T09:06:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RONNIE RADKE!

GEHEHE,,,
he's 25 today...
15 december..((:
i send him a little birthday card...
hope he likes it and will replyy...

its also someone elses birthday...
MR.MAXWELL GREEHNE.
yeah...
i dont wish him a happy birthday at all.
i hope he gets THE WORST BIRTHDAY OF HIS LIFE
and burn in hell.
i really hate him. yeah hes hot but HE SUCKS.
BIG TIME.

so erm..
im at SAFYC again.
spending a week here.
[[:
MOKOPOKO leane,heather,jeralyn and natalie coming on wednesday ferr BBQ.

im excited ferr it ((:
wee?
so its like..
1 in the morning and im sitting here blogging on meaningless stuff.

so erm..
my brothers birthday was a success...
i'll post the photos once i get it from auntyy Zara.

hmm..
was watching survivor.
can you believe MATTY WAS OUT??
oh cmon.
matty is so awesome and hot and great and hot and muscular and hot and...
i can go on and on.

instead,BOB WON.
but he deserves it la.
not as much as matty but he does deserve it.

was disturbing ngar just now...
and she's the ONLY one on msn.
maybe its cause its 1.15 am ><

kayy...
so now...
I think i'll get back to watching 90210.
IM ADDICTED :D!

byeeee ((:

2008-12-05T00:34:00.000-08:00

hellooo((:

its friday!

and im at SAFYC again...
happy actually...
cause i mean...
its like superr stress free...
near the seaside and stuff..
and swimming.
today...
theres gonna be a SURPRISE birthday for shawn...
my brother.

its been planned and like...
this is how it goes.
father and uncle "boyboy" will fetch 8 of my brothers friends to the SAFYC without him seeing.
then they'll come here and hide...
and then...
heres the stooopid plan.
i practically LAUGHED my butt off when i heard it.
the rest of his friends will bring him to tampines for some pre-party thing...
then *HERE IT COMES*

BLIND FOLD HIM.
TAKE TAXI TO SAFYC.
which is like..A GAZILLION miles away.
then bring him here.
and SURPRISE.

wont my brother suspect??
gosh.
they're like above the age of 19 and they think like a 2 year old.
...

but my dad was like...
aiya..let them do la.

then they suppose help plan also never plan.
my dad did everything.
so im here...
siitting on the bed and writting this bunch'of...
ermm...
writing?

yeah.
i dont wanna drag drag drag cause i watching TAI TV.
you guys may not know that but..
whatever.
my dad left to fetch the guys so cantt waitt for it.
hope it all goes well...
we're bbq-ing so thats nice.

i think i'll end here..
oh yeah.
UPDATE UPDATE.
i bought FALL OUT BOY's LIVE FROM PHOENIX ALBUM!

WOOW.
it was awesome.
i played it in my dads car and he started condemming them.
said they suck.
and panic at the disco sounds better((:
that made me a little happier.
cause PANIC AT THE DISCO IS MY OBSESSION.
I adore them.((:

okay...
i think i'll end here.
byeee earthliinqs(:

P.S-dont worry.
i'll post when i get home.. .
on saturday(:

2008-11-29T04:19:00.000-08:00

im back!
from where? you may ask?
SAFYC!
also known as Singapore Arm Forces Yacht Club.
we had chalet...4 days 3 nights..
superrrr fun arh..
i cant tell you everything but i'll post it tmr...
dont worry.
i need to rush...
cause its like 8.22pm?
i gotta run.
to sleep ><
cause i sooo tired!
i hardly had enough sleep for 4 DAYS.
cause it was always eat,swim,eat,swim,fish,play,sleep.
ya!!!
so tiring.
daddy already KO-ed on the bed...
brother never sleeps.
elder brother go out.
mmother and katrina also gonna KO ler..
and i also gonna KO ler.
gah.
okay...
currently listening to song and talking to shafiqa...
AND ERM..
my blog was A MESS.
i fixed it.
cause i PWN.
and im awesome.
im kiidding la..
no wait..im not ((:
i fixed it AND its FINE!
YAY!!!
then i also added new tracks to my songs.
enjoy it,
love it.
and do whatever you want with it.
i wont interrupt?
yeah..i wont ><
okay...
i think i'll end here,
with an awesome video.
of panic at the disco.
live.
singing nine in the afternoon.
and now i sound like a robot [:
okay..
i'll end here.
enjoyy earthliinqs..
or aliens.
or apes..
oh WHATEVEER.

PANIC AT THE DISCO: Nine In The Afternoon (LIVE)

2008-11-23T02:10:00.000-08:00

okay...
many people are like..
uberr curious about the Ronnie Radke story.
i got it here.
you guys can take you time to read it,
or listen to the audio clip if you want to.
i'll put the audio clip at the top.
then the story at the bottom.
hows that?
so means today equals no daily post ((:
yay.
WARNING:children under the age of 12 CANNOT listen to this. Due to vulgarities.

Audio Clip

Jailhouse interview with Ronnie Radke (Listener discretion advised)

[if you cant hear it, i have another one here. watch it. but its part by part. sorry >< ] Part1of3

Part 2of3

Part3 of 3

THE STORY

For all that’s been said and written about former Escape the Fate lead singer Ronnie Radke, the 24-year-old has a certain zeal in his voice. “It feels good to have someone to vent to,” he says with a laugh from his 12-by-14-foot cell in High Desert State Prison, about 25 miles north of Las Vegas. Since he and his former band broke out of the city’s music scene in 2006, Radke has been called a lot of things—rock star, junkie, killer and, most recently, fugitive. That one came after he bailed out on his probation and the suspended 18- to 48-month prison sentence stemming from the now-infamous May 2006 fight that left 18-year-old Michael Cook dead and co-combatant Michael Colquitt injured. Radke was convicted of battery with substantial bodily harm.

But no one has really wanted to hear his side of the story, Radke says, and in his first exclusive interview since his January sentencing and subsequent imprisonment, Radke speaks out about the fight, his capture, his battle with drugs, the fans and his ultimate search for redemption.

Take me through June 15, the day you were taken into custody.

[The Nevada Parole and Probation Department] put me on the news for a probation violation, but they said it was a parole violation, but it wasn’t. I mean, it got all fucked up; they said that I had been involved in murder, and they brought Michael Cook’s family on TV … and for the media and the public to see that, it was devastating. So I got picked up right after Father’s Day. The police … tapped my phone, and they tricked me into going out for something, and they had all these undercover cars and a helicopter in the air, and that’s how they got me.

You were sentenced to probation for the fight. Why did you abscond?

The courts gave me a recipe for disaster. They said I’d have to pay $93,000 in restitution, $30 a month to the probation officers, $30 a month to a drug counselor, $30 a month for impulse-control, and I’m not allowed to tour with my band, and I’d have to get a real job. So I said, “Fuck you.” I mean, what else was I supposed to do? I even tried to get a job as a bartender, but I have a felony, so they didn’t give me my sheriff’s card. So I tried, but with the drugs piling onto me and with the depression getting so much worse, there’s only so much a person can take.

The homicide report claims you were in total anguish over the fight and the killing of Cook. With that said, why do you think you were the only one left holding the bag, charged and ultimately convicted for the fight that got Cook killed?

Because of my fame. I mean, my friend [Chase Rader, who fired his gun at Cook] saved my life, dude, and I don’t think he deserves any jail time, either. Yeah, of course we [Radke and Chase and Joe Rader] went there to fight, but … they started it … and if it wasn’t for [Radke’s longtime friend] Maxwell Greene, that fight would never have happened. I mean, I always stick up for Max, he’s a smaller guy, and I’d always be his bigger brother, you know, people would have to come through me first to get to him. But [brothers Michael and Marcel Colquitt, who had been threatening to beat up Greene until Radke intervened] started calling me and harassing me, saying they were going to come to my house and murder me. Then they started calling me “pussy” and this and that if I don’t show up to fight them. So I go there … and they had about 12 people with them, and we had four people. They ran up, pulled a gun out, fired it, my friend Joe Rader grabbed the gun, [Chase’s] gun went off three more times, and Chase gets self-defense, and that’s how I get stuck with the bag. [Editor’s note: Police reports differ slightly on the specifics of this incident.]

Does it kind of piss you off that Chase wasn’t brought up on any charges?

I’m just glad he didn’t get murdered, because you can only imagine how much worse it could have been.

You and new ETF singer Craig Mabbitt were once friends. How upset were you about the band’s decision to hire him after firing you?

Mabbitt was burrowing himself within the band … while trying to avoid me. And he’s not better than me. I’d fucking tear him up, and I’d tear him up onstage. I mean, look at him now versus before [when he was in Arizona hardcore band blessthefall]. He looks exactly like I did; he even wears his little flavor-saver moustache like me. I mean, come on. He went from little emo kid to hair-metal boy or whatever you’d call it.

With the band moving on, you’re writing music in prison, right?

Oh my God, man, there’s a storm coming. Here’s was what was supposed to go on. On July 19, I was supposed to fly to Virginia to record an album with ex-member Omar Espinosa. I was supposed to join a band with Espinosa, and the producer is pissed because he paid for the tickets, and then I end up on the news. [When I get out] I already have a band name, and I already have a band. I mean, I was supposed to record the album, and it sucks. I mean, that’s what hurts the most … But as soon as I get out, and the label Epitaph said if I stay off of drugs, they’ll drop the album for me. Everyone thinks that because I was kicked out of the band that I’m off the label automatically. I signed a fucking contract, and they tell me that since I signed a contract, no matter what I do, they own it.

What is your average daily routine in jail?

Well, I make three shanks a day [laughs]. I’m just kidding. No, no, it’s not as crazy as you’d think. I mean, my cellmate, Lucky, well, he has life, and he’s maybe the most insightful person I’ve met, and I’ve learned more in here than I ever have before. I mean, it’s not like what you see on TV and shit. I mean, sure, there are dark places you go, but those are for the idiots and the people who have no common sense. My routine is basically, I wake up, they pop the door, go to breakfast at 4 or 5 o’clock in the morning, come back, go back to my cell, wait about an hour, come back out, then there’s tier time, where you’re inside hanging out, and yard time, where you go out, hang out, play some basketball, do some push-ups, smoke some cigarettes and play handball, which is a really fun game, go back to your cell, go to dinner, get your mail, and that’s your normal day.

How many letters a week would you say you get from fans?

Probably 100 to 120.

Have you run into any fans in prison?

You know, the first day I’m in here, I’m nervous, and I get approached by this guy Shannon in the yard, and he asks if my name is Ronnie. And I’m like yeah, and he said his daughter wrote him to ask if he was in prison with me. Then I had a couple of other people who I had to sign their kids’ pictures and write a couple of other people letters, so I would say I got kind of a status in here, and a lot of people in here got my back, and I don’t have to really watch over my back every second.

What about the drugs?

I was approved for a drug rehabilitation program here in prison because I straight up said, “I have a drug problem, and if you just put me in the open, with the drug, I don’t want to fuck up.” So they’ll be sending me to this drug program, and I’ll only have six months left.

Are you afraid of being hurt or killed in prison?

You can smell death when you walk onto the yard. There are guys watching you with shotguns, and if you even pick a rock off of the ground, they’ll shoot you. Right when you get to the yard, it’s automatically crack, break or man up. You either have a mental breakdown or you be a man.

Do you feel that by going to jail you will have atoned for your sins?

You know, that’s my karma, man. I don’t deserve to be in here for the crime that was charged to me. I deserve to be in here for the things I’ve done to other people. Saying that, it makes me feel good.

2008-11-20T00:50:00.000-08:00

Im so so so so DEVASTATED.
PSLE results.
whatever man.
crying over this is just super useless.
i dont wanna talk about it.
really.
but im qualified for express so thats better.

so..
i was just listening to some songs.
escape the fate to be exact.
but with the old lead singer.
Ronnie Radke.
shafiqa's obsession.
he looks horrible but hes nice.
hes in jail cause of smth but its was'nt just him.
it was this idiot MAX GREEN who was his band mate .
he played him out.
you see.
ronnie was in jail for smth.
and max was doing this smth with him.
and that sucked.

new lead singer in ETF sucks.
max green sucks.
sorry shafiqa but I HATE HIM.

they actually called him when he was in jail.
and he told everything straight forward.
STRAIGHT FORWARD.
i wont post the conversation.
too much vulgarities.
><
but hes so awesome.
((:
sorry shafiqa ><

i dont want this to be a long post.
cause i need rest.
why?
i slept at 3 last night.
woke up at 7.30 am.
thats why.
and also cause i CRIED my eyes out.
and whatever.
i dont want to drag this like my other posts.
cause i just wanna rest.
and download music ((:

so i'll end here.
with a song.
enjoyy ((:

Escape the Fate-Situations[WITH RONNIE RADKE. NOT CRAIG]

Lyrics to Situations :
Situations are irrelevant now.
She loves the way that I tease,
I love the way that she breathes

I touched her ooh, she touched my ahhh, it was the craziest thing.
I love the girls who hate to love because they're just like me.
A certain girl she took my hand and ran it up her thigh.
She licked her lips and pulled my hair, I fall in love for a night

She can't behave and I'm just a slave,
don't worry I'll be gone when the morning comes.

Darling what is going on?
Honestly that never happened
Lying is your favorite passion.
Leave me, go where you belong
Higher heels and lipstick napkins
dying is your latest fashion.

The frustration it's a regular thing
I hate the ones who love to hate because they're just like me.
A certain girl she took her hand and put it in my lap
*It's way too... she said once you have me you'll always come back.

She can't behave and I'm just a slave,
don't worry I'll be gone when the morning comes.

Darling what is going on?
Honestly that never happened
Lying is your favorite passion.
Leave me, go where you belong
Higher heels and lipstick napkins
dying is your latest fashion.

I know you love to resist
and all it takes is a kiss
and you just love to hate me.

You know you love all the lies
so don't act surprised
that I just love to hate you.

I kissed your lips you pulled my hair it was the craziest thing.
I love the girls who love to hate. [Breathing]

(Whoa) Darling what is going on?
Honestly that never happened
Lying is your favorite passion.
Leave me, go where you belong
Higher heels and lipstick napkins,
dying is your latest fashion

Darling (leave me) what is going on?
Honestly that never happened
Lying is your favorite passion
Leave me (darling) go where you belong
Higher heels and lipstick napkins,
dying is your favorite passion

2008-11-17T01:13:00.000-08:00

hellooo.
good evening!
okay...
not really evening.
so good afternoon?
yeah..
thats better. ;)

saturday was like..
uberrrrrrrrrrrrr fun.
i had like a TON of fun with them.
i went there around 3.30?
and there was only Natalie/vanessa/mandy/bryna/me.
then we waitede awhile and heather arrived.
after like afew hours geraldine and jeralyn arrived.
then we immediately aimed for the pool><
we all just like..
JUMPEDD IN in our own clothes!
but many did'nt...
so poorthiing.
but she madde a new friend eh.
okay,,,not friend la..
BOYFRIEND.
she so cute la.
the boy wanna jump across the bed then she was like..
"eheh! dont!" then close eyes and scream.

cute eh ><
natalie's brother is the worst la.
call us BUANG.
then say what.. "eee...sore eyes sore eyes"
so horrible la.
not like as if he so shuaii right.
then we like..told natalies mother..
then she called him "BUANG BOY"
natalies mama so funny la.
she say what "i told him ler..if have any sex, girl dont report, i report then you go jail."
so funny la.
cause his girlfriend coming then we ask natalie mother what if anything happen la.
then she replied LIKE THAT EH.
so straight forward man.
herr mom so damn cool la.
say natalie fat
then call her "AH-BUI".
cutee man.
her mother also can cook nice spaghetti><

ehehe..
at night even more fun la.
me and natalie disturb bryna untill she SUPER pek chek ><
cause she wanna sleep.
then my and natalie were like..
nono..
dont sleep.
then we irritate her.
sooo funny la.
never see her loose temper untill like that before man.
then at night we sleeping, natalie brother keep coming in disturb bryna.
and us.
he say natalie have aids><
long story why he said that><
actually...
not so long la.
but i just lazyyy to type out.
hand pain la.
but funny thiing hor...
afterr everyone left,
at night hor..
natalies brother so nice to us.
especially bryna.
we suspect he like herr ehh..
wah bryna..
steady arh.

we slept around 4.20am?
woke up around 8am..
but officially awake at 8.30am.
then i decided to bathe first..
followed by bryna who took DECADES to shower.
then natalie last.
natalies mom sent us home.
so nice arh she.
then say what..
treat us meatballs for dinner and hope we get high high marks for PSLE.
but her natalie get top in school ><
lol.

then i went home..
reached around 10?
slept at 11..
ALL THE WAY TILL around...5.30 P.M.
like pigg hor.
yea.
i know ><

then at night.
slept around 2.45am/
woke up at 1PM ><
thats how tired i was><
but hey..
it was sooo fun!
ILOVED EVERY MOMENT THERE.

leane called today.
asked if could go to herr chalet.
26/27/28.
3 days eh ><
not bad arh.
see how first,,
i hope can stay overr la.
but sad that leane could'nt go ferr natalies party.
but we still love herr =)

so erm...
currently just listening music.
and blogging la.
im gonna chnage my blog songs.
dont worry.
about the skin.
i still cant find any nicer than this,
so...
i think i shall end here..
with a videoo ofc,
this is the cab's newest video.
tittled"Bounce"
awesome song.
enjoyyy ((:

The Cab- Bounce

Lyrics to Bounce :
The lips that slip Are the lips that press
And the lips that leak seem to know you best

I put bodies into motion Keep this skin out in the open
Liars turn me on

Bed spread bandit since '89
You wear your heart on your sleeve
And threw mine to the sky

Bounce Bounce baby, Bounce back to me (You don't need this)
Bounce bounce baby, Bounce back to me (You don't need this)
This is it, Call it quits with honesty (You don't need this)
Every word is a curse let loose on me
Your mouth it moves but fails to speak
And when you use your lips they better be on me

The lies that tied your tongue in knots
Are the words that grew to hit my spots
So filthy, Dialed desire
Swallowed pride but spit out fire
Liars turn me on

Bed spread bandit since '89
You wear your heart on your sleeve
And threw mine to the sky

Bounce Bounce baby, Bounce back to me (You don't need this)
Bounce bounce baby, Bounce back to me (You don't need this)
This is it, Call it quits with honesty (You don't need this)
Every word is a curse let loose on me
Your mouth it moves but fails to speak
And when you use your lips they better be on me

Bounce bounce, baby (Bounce bounce, baby)
Bounce bounce, baby (Bounce bounce, baby)

So filthy, Dialed desire
Swallowed pride but spit out fire
Liars turn me on

Bounce Bounce baby, Bounce back to me (You don't need this)
Bounce bounce baby, Bounce back to me (You don't need this)
This is it, Call it quits with honesty (You don't need this)
Every word is a curse let loose on me
Your mouth it moves but fails to speak
And when you use your lips they better be on me

2008-11-14T02:05:00.000-08:00

GOSH!
its the holidays!
that fast!
my god.
i feel so sad;(

maybe cause its like..
we wont be going back to OLN
and we have to move on to a new school.
thats sooo sad.
;((((
i cant bear to leave my friends!
i wanna be with them for life.
expecially the MOKOPOKO's.

im gonna miss them truckloads.
:(
talking about it makes me teary ><
so... wednesday was superr sad.
Bryna started crying like a running tap.
then ngar started crying.
then MISS KOH CRIED!
then i started crying..
and we were the only ones.
how sad.
i cried on leane><
her pinafore was like SOAKING wet due to my tears.
and all she did was laugh at me.
cause she cant cry!
ouh yea.
then later...
jeralyn started crying.
i saw her then started crying again.
gosh.
one whole big group of EMO's.
haha...

i also collected NAMETAGS.
i got quite a number.
im still getting more on results day...
so if you have nametags...
GIVE IT TO ME.
i want it.
heres some i collected...

and i wore ALL of them on my pinafore.
thats how awesome i am [:
the poeple who gave me were...

Chelvis Choon (p2)
Cheryl Yeo(p4)
Magdelene Low(p4)
Fawn Low(p6)
Sherle Tan(p6)
Nichole Marie Lim(p6)
MOKOPOKOleane(p6)
Rebecca Tan(p6)

thanks so much guys.
i'll remember you guys..
forever. [:

so tmr we having gathering.
at ngars appartment thingy.
cant wait.
finally reunited after 2 days ><
haha.
after 2 days and i missed them already.
i looked at our class photo and was like..
tearing up and my brother went all"aiyo...photo only cry..."

lol.
so my previous post i did'nt add a video.
dont worry.
i'll add one now.
or later.
i was thinking about having a music blog.
for like..
introduction of bands.
tell me what you think...
and maybe i'll see what the feedback is.. [[:

okay...
im gonna end soon.
well..
the video im gonna put is a video from AVENGED SEVENFOLD.
its tittled"afterlife"
awesome song.
sososo awesome.
just like me [:
lol...
im kidding.
but they are awesome.
so take a listen...
lets see if you like them.
but i doubt so cause they're a metal/hardrock band.
enjoyy((:

AVENGED SEVENFOLD-AFTERLIFE

2008-11-08T06:58:00.000-08:00

alright.
so get this.
im in a freaking room.
full of freaking irritating people.
who are screaming and doing horrible monkey stuff.
and im here.
sitting quietly and posting.
im pissed.
superrr pissed.
okay..
so...
today could'nt go ferr the CCA leader/monitors camp...
really sorry guys.
my grandma was in hospital
so yeah.
im sorry again.

i cant have along post
so i'll make it snappy.
yesterday was graduation ;(((((
i cried a whole container of tears...
im feeling so sad now.
thinking of everything.
3 more days in school and its over.
all over.

i used to think that school was like...
superr horrible but now...
its like..
i wanna spent the rest of my life there...
=(((
esp with my friends.
i dont wanna leave them at such a time.

okay..
so i've had an obsession with AVENGED SEVENFOLD.
also known as A7X.
i love love love love them.
although their genre is like
metal/hardrock

unbbelievable that i favour them but yeah.
i dont think i have much time so..
tmr i'll promise to post.
PROMISE.
so i'll end here..
sorry...
no video todayy...
butt i'll share smth..
ILOVE YOU ((:

2008-11-01T03:57:00.001-07:00

arh.
graduation is like...
NEXT FRIDAY?
and schools gonna close like...
2 MORE WEEKS???@#@#?@?

gosh...
time flies really fast.
i dont know..
i dont wanna leave the happy scene in school.
what would it be like next time?
will we just walk pass and not say a word?
or will we remember those fast times we had together?

it just makes you think.
what life's gonna be without those people you love so much.
its gonna be hard.
very hard for all of us.
especially with that one of a kind bond we have.
its really really not easy.
i wish we had more time.
but we dont.

you cant really express it in words but..
its just so so so...
pathetic.
i dont wanna leave.
i really dont.
cause we all know how it feels.

*sob*
gosh...
i dunnoe what im gonna do without my friends.
what if the MOKOPOKO's cant be together anymore.
im gonna cry ):

okok...
relaxxx..
too emo ler.
nono!

cannot be emo!
cause emo is bad.
anyways...
today!
today!
2 NEW VIDEOS RELEASED.
AND BOTH FROM MY TOP 2 FAVED BANDS!
HOW MUCH BETTER CAN THIS GET??
well..
i hope there is ><
ones from PANIC AT THE DISCO... very very beautiful video i must say..
and the song...I SIMPLY LOVE IT.
its amazing.
one of my favourite songs.
EVER.
and the other is from..
well, if you have seen my top bands, you would know.
THE ACADEMY IS...!!!
about a girl.
awesome song.
awesome vid.
well..

you people are lucky...
cause i'm gonna give you people a treat by putting up BOTH videos
and with lyrics!
cause im extra happy.
i really am.
ENJOY YOU LUCKY PEOPLE ((:

Panic at the Disco-Northern Downpour

Lyrics to Northern Downpour :
If all our life is but a dream
Fantastic posing greed
Then we should feed our jewelery to the sea
For diamonds do appear to be
Just like broken glass to me

And then she said she can't believe
Genius only comes along
In storms of fabled foreign tongues
Tripping eyes, and flooded lungs
Northern downpour sends its love

Hey moon, please forget to fall down
Hey moon, don't you go down

Sugarcane in the easy mornin'
Weathervanes my one and lonely

The ink is running toward the page
It's chasin' off the days
Look back at boat feet
And that winding knee
I missed your skin when you were east
You clicked your heels and wished for me

Through playful lips made of yarn
That fragile Capricorn
Unraveled words like moths upon old scarves
I know the world's a broken bone
But melt your headaches, call it home

Hey moon, please forget to fall down
Hey moon, don't you go down

Sugarcane in the easy mornin'
Weathervanes my one and lonely
[x3]

Sugarcane (hey moon) in
(Hey moon) the easy mornin'
Weathervanes (hey moon) my
(Hey moon) one and lonely

Sugarcane (hey moon) in (hey moon)
The easy (hey moon) mornin'
Weathervanes (hey moon) my (hey moon)
One (hey moon) and lonely

[Continues in background:]
Sugarcane (hey moon) in (hey moon)
The easy (hey moon) mornin'
Weathervanes (hey moon) my (hey moon)
One (hey moon) and lonely

Hey moon, please forget to fall down
Hey moon, don't you go down
You are at the top of my lungs
Drawn to the ones who never yawn
[x2]

The Academy is...-About a Girl

Lyrics to About A Girl :
One song about a girl
Can't breathe when I'm around her
I'll wait here everyday
In case she scratch the surface
She’ll never notice

I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl

Last night I knew what to say
But you weren't there to hear it
These lines so well rehearsed
Tongue tied and overloaded
You’ll never notice

I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl

I'm not in love
This is not your song
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl

To be loved, to be loved
What more could you ask for?
To be loved, to be loved
Everyone wants to be loved
To be loved
What more could you ask for?
To be loved, to be loved
Everyone…

I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words

I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl

I'm not in love
This is not your song
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl

-PANICharlequin((:

2008-10-21T03:51:00.000-07:00

okay...
so erm...
quicky post.
i aint got all the time i need.
so erm...
its tuesday.
tmr's school.
and im SOSOSO sick!
horrible flu/cold.

gosh.
i feel so pathetic now.
and internet is so damn slow today!
i dont know why but its so spaztic today!
since im getting direct connection, it shoukd be like 100mbps

but its acting like 30 mbps.
and it sucks.
so me and ashley were talking about bamboozle(a music festival in other countries)
and how we wished we singapore had bamboozle instead of singfest.
we also were like talking about the warped tour.
which you people might not know about.
but yeah.
so i started downloadin like 40 songs on aimini yesterday.
i know...
im a retardd.
i managed to get FTSK's whole album.
made my day.
augustana's was not available but i had "sweet and low" and "FIRE"
god...
i love fire.
too bad i could'nt get it on myflashfetish.
=(

but hey...
the new songs i put up are as equally as awesome!
take a listen..
and erm...
for those people with weak hearts,i suggest you dont
listen to avenged sevenfold.
cause erm...
their a metal group..
but yeah.
they're pretty awesome.
for those of you who are into Rock/metal, you can check them out.
www.myspace.com/avengedsevenfold

so erm...
today..
rained.
heavily.
very very heavily.
and i loved it for some reason.
it was cooling and comfortable!
cant blame me right?

so erm...
heather got her blog done.
its still a little messed up but...
she'll get it right.
hope so...
i should be going now but maybe i'll drag a little?

okay...
update update.
wait...
there is no updates.
hmm...
OUH YEA,
i had some pics of just now.
jeff was studying so hard.
then i suddenly think of me before PSLE.
also like that
so yong gong.
now eh?
so slackish.
wanted post photos but
photobucket got problem.
tsk.
okay..

so i know..
i said i gotta run..
so i will..
but before that..
my daily dose of videos for you people.

and ouh yea..
ILY MOKOPOKO'S.

POTTER PUPPET PALS-the vortex

2008-10-15T03:41:00.000-07:00

boo!
AHAH..
okay.
im happy today.
very happy.
dunnoe why.
but i am!
yea...
i know what you're thinking.
im a retard.

talking to the MOKOPOKO's about dumb random things...
sian mah..
tmr they coming my house..

theres this feeling.
a feeling.
that feels like we're parting so much.
no...im not talking about a boy.
about a friend.
she was so close...
and now...
like strangers.
not really strangers..
but we're different.
why?
your aittitude.
okay...i'll stop the drama stuff.

so erm...
today was an ordinary day i guess?
well..we had netball practice.
but ngar, bryna and heather could not train with us :(
cause they had some christmas carol practice thing.
i dont know la...

so me and heather were talking bout her LOVE ferr this 2 freaks..
i mean twins..
their frm harry potter...
the phelbs twins...
horrible la.
then i was like...
asking her pick other people.
like jonathan rhys meyers or even robert hoffman but she was like..
nah.not at all...
oh c'mon heather...
not the phelbs twins.
they SCARE me...

so i was just lookin through my msn chatlog and came across this totally retarded convo i had with the mokopoko's.
god...
we're so funny.
when we're together especially.
i love them man (: !

so erm...i was confessing my love for kyle burns and caleb turman just now
when heather said she wanted to find which other famous people are born
on the same date as her.
well..
i know alot famous people whom i favour,
who are born near my birthday.
and yes...you's be shocked.
14 april-BRENDON URIE! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
15 april-Gerard way !
16 april- Me! garrett nickelsen! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
17 april-CALEB TURMAN!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
19 april-Ryan Dunman!
20 april-Mike Kammerman! John O'callaghan!

see...
famous people..
and are loved!
so conincidental hor...
these people are ll frm bands i love.
and birthdays near mine...
*dreams*

okay...i'll snap out of it ><
anyways...
im gonna put new song up...
so do keep a lookout!
or a hear-out.
oh whatever!
im not gonna tel you what song it is though...
its a surprise.
its my current faved song...
so yeah.

i think i'll end here.
with a video ofc!
awesome song btw.
and awesome awesome awesome band.
so yea...
enjoy(:

PARAMORE-Pressure(live at anaheim)

2008-10-10T02:24:00.000-07:00

its freaking official.
PSLE IS OVER.
OVER!
can you believe it?
ITS OVER!
6 years of my education paid off in like 8 written papers!

alot has changed.
its totally different now.
it feels weird not having a book in front of you to do or revise.
but it feels DAMN GOOD.

a huge load is lifted off mt shoulders but theres another thing.
GRADUATION.
i dont wanna leave man...
ILOVE OLN.
I LOVE THE PEOPLE.
I LOVE THE INSECTS.
I LOVE THE TEACHERS.
I LOVE THE FUNY NOISES WE MAKE WHEN WE PUSH OUR CHAIRS.
I LOVE THE MOKOPOKO FAMILY.
I LOVE 6 GRACE.
the list could go on...
i dont wanna leave.
really.
it makes me sad to think i will be leaving in like a month?

god...
alright...
at least i still got a MONTH!
so erm...i know its been long since i updated.
but hey...i am updating today right?
be thankful at least.
i was having PSLE...cant blame me for studying can you?

cynthia absent today...
]:
she missed phototaking session.
WITH US!
THE MOKOPOKO'S!

aw...
alright...that aside...
i've listened alot of music recently...
not a particular genre...
but band yes.
theres 2.
forever the sickest kids and
augustana,,,
maybe later when i end the post i should put a song frm augustana...

teeheehee...
sorry...
i dunnoe why im so happy?
cause erm...
nevermind.
so erm...
me,ngar,vanessa and bryna were deciding the netball thing.
so many irritating things man.
they duwan play this position then fight for another one..
so irritating.
but in the end...
we got the formation.
sorry...
cant tell you people...
its confidential...
i think.

so erm...
im bored.
installing sims now but so many problems.
SO many.

ouh yea...
this providence coming out new album!
tittled " the bright lights"
october 14!
and erm...october 14 is a special day..
why?
well...alot things happening.
lets see...
1)katrina 2 month
2)peijun birthday
3)this providence EP release,
4) ashley coming back frm Denmark
5) ambers birthday

see...
so many things.
man...im bored.
im going out soon...
going 3 houses for visiting ;D
woo! ;D

hehehe...
alright...
i think im gonna end here...
but before that...
video first ofc ! (:

Augustana-Fire(just a song-lyrics below)

-FIRE-

No it don't come easy
No it don't come fast
Lock me up inside your garden
Take me to the river side

Fire burning me up
Desire taking me so much higher
And leaving me home

They you are in your black dress
Moving slow to the sadness
I could watch you dance for hours
I could take you by my side

Fire burning me up
Desire taking me so much higher
And leaving me

Its like fire turning me on
Desire taking me so much higher
And leaving me home

2008-09-05T23:34:00.000-07:00

alright...
so i promised myself that i'll post today so i am.
also A MONTH since i last posted..
well...i was just lazy.
heard that...
LAZY.

so anyways, this week is ofc the september holidays..
for those who dont know, P6's have to go back to school for supplementary;(((
sad right..
but yesterday was the last day.
at least we get to rest on the weekends.

september 3 was cynthia's birthday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLLIING!
cynthiaa wee wee is finally 12..
YES 12.
a small number btw.

then erm..the week before was mavis' birthday.
happy birthday mavis.
and ya...
you so greedy hor..
only ask for gifts...
this kind of people also have arh..
tsk tsk tsk!

thursday, me/vanessa/kelly/ngar/heather/jeralyn
were talking about this problem that some people in our class have.
its really horrible.
and sad.
i wont tell you what but well...
its something to do with attention seeking.
i wont say what or who in detailed but yeah..
its horrible.
talking about it makes me so so so angry in fact.
so i wont even mention anything about it.

this week i've been doing EXTRAAA band surfiin-
and erm..discovered about 10 new goodd bands?
but there are also some bands i came across who ruined my day ><
okay...
maybe not ruined but literally ruined.
one of which is SECONDHAND SERENADE.
whats up with that guy?
FALL FOR YOU?
SO EMO.
all his songs have one thing in common.
its emo.
oh and one more.
HORRIBLE.
yea..heard me.
horribbbllee!

im gonna change my blog song.
one republic's-ALL FALL DOWN.
greattt song.
actually i was thinking of like putting one song each for the bands i liike.
so please tell me what you think cause i mean...
you guys do read my blog and you guys are suppose to enjoy it am i right?
so tell me what you think and i'll erm..TAKE ACTION!
im also gonna add new pics to the bands i like.
so keep note...

ii think i've talked enough for today..
vanessa just signed in msn so maybe i'll so "KACAU" her(kacau means disturb)
alright so heres a new video from THE CAB<33333
its tittled I'll RUN.
hope you like it((:

THE CAB--I'LL RUN

2008-08-11T03:55:00.000-07:00

wahh...!
almost a week since i blogged...
and erm..incase you people haven known...
SINGFEST WAS SOSOSO AWESOME!
every band was so power!
omg...thinking of it now just makes me feel all...HYPED!

being there was just...AWESOME!
the crowd was great...
the performers were even better...

WHAT ELSE COULD I HAVE ASKED FOR?
i was watching the videos of singfest and i was like...
wow..i wanna go back again...
i did'nt get to record all the performers but other sources helped!
well..those that i saw on video were..
of course panic at the disco
jason mraz..
lostprophets..
new found glory..
dearest..
stacy oricco..
jamie scott
alicia keys
one republic
melee

and they were as expected...AWESOME.
panic at the disco was sosososso great..
it was like a erm..DREAM COME TRUE for me..
to even just watch them...
i was like..AWESTRUCK!
and i still am...
lostprophets was rock rock rock..(ian watkins looked extremely nice[: )
new found glory was great too..
and jason mraz...
entertainment wise, he was best..
im like serious..
he interacted with the crowd more than any other performer!
everyone was singing to his songs..
he was just really good...

because of singfest, i have now expanded my love for bands..
i now know that one republic is a great live/studio band..
so is lostprophets and new found glory.
melee too...
and JASON MRAZ.

but of course, the real deal for me wa
PANIC AT THE DISCO..*FAINTS*
did i tell you HOW AWESOME THEY WERE?!??!@?@#>?@>#@?#&*@#&(@!

okay...RELAXX..
so its erm..7.05 pm now..
annd tmr's school day..
i really am NOT looking forward for tmr..and wednesday
and thursday...and friday..
but saturdays a different thiing..
[:
alright alright..
i'll try to post the singfest photos ASAP..
so besiides those stuff..other things have happened..
one of which i am so super excited about is
THE ACADEMY IS... IS RELEASEING A NEW ALBUM ON AUGUST 19!
ARRH!
i reallly neeeeeeed it!
okok...i'll chill..
sorry about the psychopathic behaviour..
its contagious .

so erm..since my last post,which was like..less then 40 words,
i changed my blog song..
to rookie of the year's-liars and battlelines [:
i really really love it but is'nt it time to change?
i thiink so...so i'll change that late..but for now..
heres a video that i'd like to end with..
(the lyrics are at the bottom so for those who wanna sing along, GO AHEAD! )
(sorry for the words in the middle..but well...the song still is wonderful)

forever the sickest kids-Woah oh(me vs everyybody)

i candy coat and cover everything that I'm still hiding underneath. It's been a long time. It's been a long time.
A thousand faces looking up at me hands are pointing ceiling oh what a feeling.
I've got friends in highly low places
I'll stand up push it and push it up, can't afford to lose now.
I've got friends in highly low places
I'll go inside when I wanna party, grab a girl and dance (don't touch me).

Whoa oh whoa whoa oh
Why do I put myself in these situations
Whoa oh whoa whoa oh
I keep pushing myself even though I can't take it at all

Girl, who taught you how to move like that?
At this pace your at you're going way to fast.
I, I saw you from across the room
It's me versus every guy it's your choice you choose.

I've got friends in highly low places
It's been a long time, it's been a long time
and maybe baby you can rise above the rest and meet me yeah

Whoa oh whoa whoa oh
Why do I put myself in these situations
Whoa oh whoa whoa oh
I keep pushing myself even though I can't take it at all

Whoa oh whoa whoa oh
Why do I put myself in these situations
Whoa oh whoa whoa oh
I keep pushing myself even though I can't take it at all

You're worth losing my self esteem
Your clever words mean nothing more to me than a lot I've heard in a movie
you're worth losing my, losing my, losing my self esteem
you're not worth putting myself in these situations

Whoa oh whoa whoa oh
Why do I put myself in these situations
Whoa oh whoa whoa oh
I keep pushing myself even though I can't take it at all

2008-07-31T03:46:00.000-07:00

1 DAY AND 17 MORE HOURS TO
SINGFEST!

NOW IM EVEN MORE EXCITED :D
D
NO..IM REALYYYYY EXCITED..::)))))))))))))))))))))))

you just cant tell...or can you?

(P.S-there is a really official countdown by the way)

2008-07-30T02:45:00.000-07:00

2 MORE DAYS TO SINGFEST!

cant wait :D

yea...I REALLY CANT.

2008-07-26T04:53:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIENNA !

wahh..dude(or dudette)
you 12 todae.
how..?
shiokk not?
lol.
its sienna's birthday[:
sry no present fer you hor.
nvm..you hug me priceless one.
hehe.

ok...anyway.
its 7.57 pm.
and im going out.
to aunties house.
so er...this gonna be a QUICK one.

SINGFEST IS NEARING.
6 MORE DAYS!
eager beavers like me have to wait.
I CANT WAIT TO WATCH PANIC AT THE DISCO!
arh!
thinking of it makes me all tingly inside!
gah...
ngar's mama dun allow her go =[
poorthiinq.
i take video fer you kayy?
or you call me i let youu listen..(ya as if)
ehehehe...
anyways...great line ups thins year.
incase you dun really know about it.
ferr day1, there some rock butt bands.
but some are superr suckish
heres the line up :

lostprophets
travis
new found glory
dearest
crowned king
melee
simple plan
mealanie subono?? (sorry, i dun now her either =D )

second day...EVEN BETTER.
heres the line up:

PANIC AT THE DISCO
one republic
jason mraz
jamie scott and the town
stacie orrico
alicia keys
pussycat dolls
rick astley

SEE! what did i say?
i cant wait!
CANT WAIT!
you people understanddd?
arrhhhh!

alright.
so today was studying..
when suddenly, i started sneezing like a mad mouse when it sees a cat.
SNEEZED AND SNEEZED AND SNEEZED.

then took marmmiie's medication.
and i was like...
"wah...stars! "
so giddy seh.
high dosage?
must be >< brothers ="D" disturb ="["><><> ;D

-PANICharlequin

2008-07-20T01:48:00.000-07:00

wahh...
almost 3 weeks never post ?
i think so .
yesterday was erm...racial harmony day.
wore costume...
cause its s tradition for head/vice to wear.
but louise never wear so..
BREAK TRADITION!
class onli like 4 ppl wear lor.
then not much lessons..
food was okay la..
then 9.00 to 10.00 miss koh brought us to comp lab...
we voted for the heritage fest thingyy..
voted almost 10 000 times seh.
we make ouurs go upupup..
then today i check..
DROP DOWN DOWN DOWN.
we watch the votes go up so exciting lleh.
like frm 1000 to 9000..
power hor..
6grace veryy power one..
sportinng ;D
then me and cynnthiaaa were like...
challenging who get mroe hugsss..
in the ennd she backed out..
and i got 36 hugsss =D
mostly frm celine teoo and ngarr..
then erm..we were like using our "snake style" to attack vanessa they all.
funn day =D

me
wee wee
qihui and
zhu mama(leanelimyixuan)

ahha...
i like to say her full name sia..
dunno why,
habit?
maybe...
i dunnoe ><

well erm...alot has happened since i last posted...
conflicts.
fights.
sadness?
stress-ness.
aiya...pre-lim nearing ler mah.
so everyday CHIONNG study.
everyday leh..
i serious noe.
but yesterday rest la..
went to kovan..
then erm...bought some stuff
ate the GELATO;D
SUPERB LEH.
there was no more cookies and cream so i ate the crunchy nut.

and erm..somthingg sad=((( happened.
my headphones spoil ! !!!!!!!
*crycrycrycry*
haiyo...
lend-ed brother then he used then spoilD=
now can oni listen one ear..
so sad hor.
so any rich person reading this...PLEASE BUY FOR ME A NEW PAIR OF HEADPHONES!
i wan ccreative der...lime green if can..
if not...anycolour xing ler.

daddy just came home..
yesterday he went fishing and caught sting-ray seh.
just now i carriied it!
by the tail..
and pose all..
wah...its pretty cute noe...
very small...and purple..==
lol.
yesterday conference-d with hayden and angle.
tmr's kelsie's birthday then they thinkin what tto get herr...
then just now zhu mama called then say i holdin on to her auto book..
give her back ler she also fergot.
eeyooo...
zhumama got nian qin ren chi dai zhen.
now listening music..
WITH ONE SIDE ONI.
pity me anot? should lor.
then erm...the previous post...
the font cant make darnnn biggerr..
so irritating!
haiyoo...
was doing homework justt now.
finishedd everythiing ler..
so tmr just revise science/maths.

wednesday got topical test for adaptations.
6grace people..
remember to study hor.
better pass the test or miss sarina come find you hor.

think think think...
what else to say arh?
oh ya..
changiing blog song..
to metrostation's shakke it !
nice song to erm...shake to?
yea..nice song to shake to ><
so erm...
daddy bought KFC!
woo!
been CRAVIING fer that since like,,,
forever??

ok..shall i end here?
yea i think so..
i always end with a video..
todays no difference ;D
heres a neww video by cobrastarrshipp <3

2008-06-29T02:13:00.000-07:00

been almost 2 weeks since i last posted..
obiously cause i am so so so lazy.. and busy[:
so erm...i change the blog song...
changed to the academy is... song "same blood"

wanted to change to another of their song but could not find in the web..
so erm..just put this songs lor.

school re-opened...
i still in holiday mood seh..
like...mei you xin du shu..[no heart to study (: ]
then got TRUCK-LOADS of homework.
aiyoyo...
group also changed,,
my group now is
-cynthia wee<333333333333
-heather
-leane
-ME [:

then so sian la...
everyday come home..
what i do is put down bag , strip naked in the toilet , bathe , then eat , then homework , then sumtimes tuition..
hai..
only 2 things can make me RELIEVE my stress,,,
my precious MP3
and CYNTHIA WEEEE<33333>

so everyday cynthia will call me...
talk about MEANINGLESS things...
then sing sing sing..
then talk talk talk...
then put down..
now cynthia sibeii stress ler ><
cause she say miss koh ALWAYS after her,,,
so she talk to me lor ^^
aiya...4 words la..
I LOVE CYNTHIA WEE..
CYNTHIA LOVESSS LYNN JULIANA [:

see...
that simple to understand...
now 6grace alot drama things happening...
friendship problem la..
teacheer problem la..
and all that nonsense,,,

and one more thing...
GIRL PROBLEM.
mood-swings la...
aiyoyo...
especially when you are studying in a major ESTROGEN OCEAN..
its so common..
then everybody start falling apart piece by piece and problems come..

but so far...
not so bad la...
so erm...my week has been good...?
i dunnoe...
i mean..i duwan go school...
but must go,,
and i am currently having a TERRIBLE flu...
dunnoe how am i gonna say pledge tomorrow...
sneeze here sneeze there...
haiyo..

i have been watchin vids on youtube...
yea...band videos
interviews...
random band stuff..

i dont really know what to say except..
i am such an idiot?
aiya i dunnoe la..
so erm...yesterday was watching FIST OF ZEN.
walao eh
i love that show can!
damn funny la..
watch can laugh until stomach also pain

then after that watch MTV whatever thiings...
and that was at like...
12.30pm?
then slept at 1..
cos before that went out then tired ler..
then went auntiie house see baby..
wah...
superrrr cute la..
Reia Akisha

nice name hor..
currently listening to the academy is... <333333333333
and now panic at the disco... <33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
okay...
so erm..
i have been watching this video A MILLION times
makes me laugh EVERYTIME.
its a video of the members of this providence and their friends lip-singing/dancing
to paramore's misery business..
so why not share it with you people right?
well...i hope you like it ;)
coz i LOVEDD it ;D

enjoy^^

This providence+friends - misery business volume1 [:

2008-06-14T00:50:00.000-07:00

This is the quiz.
1)At what age do you wish to get married?
Ans:25
2)Study hard or play hard?
Ans:Of course play hard;D
3)What is your passion?
Ans:erm...is listenin music counted?
4)What would be a miracle to you?(changed question)
Ans:Be HUGGED by brendon urie/william beckett/David blaise/Garrett Nickelsen :]
5)If you've a dream come true, what would it be?
Ans: Meet ALL my faved bands.(ESP.PANIC AT THE DISCO)
6)What's your idea of a friend?
Ans:Loving,FUN and honest.
7)What's your goal this year?
Ans:Earn $400
8)Do you believe in eternity love?
Ans:YES! ;D
9)If you had all the time and money in the world, what would u do?
Ans: Watch concerts all around the world.
10)If time were to rewind, what would you do?
Ans:Make the wrong's right.
11)What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Ans:EXACTLY like brendon urie. thats all i ask for [:
12)What feeling you hate the most?
Ans:Being IGNORED.
13)Do you cherish all the friendship of yours?
Ans:erm...yeah.
14)Do you believe in love at first sight?
Ans:Of course...
15)What do you think is most important in your life?
Ans:Music and peoplee;D
16)What sastifys you the most?
Ans:Music by faved bands/singers
17)Who is your favorite friend?
Ans:No particular..all are LOVED<3
18)What is your favourite colour?
Ans:Lime green
19)If your parents are on a holiday, you will be?
Ans:singing at the top of my lungs :)
20)You think that a party cannot don't have a?
Ans:MUSIC PLAYER
Remove one of the questions and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20qns and tag 8 ppl! List them at the end of the psot. Notify them at the tagboard and whoever does that will have blessings from all!

1)Steffi[:
2)Jun Yin
3)Keerthi
4)Li Yong
5)Ashley<3
6)Angel<3
7)Hayden<3
8)Pamela

will be posting another post late[:
go audi first...
byeee[:

2008-06-12T05:46:00.000-07:00

AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVEEEEEEE THE MAINE AND ROOKIE OF THE YEAR!!!!

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG...

okok...

REAAXXX LYNN...
*calmed down*

okay..so erm.
was doin band surfing on myspace..
if you dunnoe what that means...
its okay...i'll explain.
band surfing is like...
listenin to bands that you absolutely never heard of before...
and maybe get to know them...
or like me...
FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM!!!
GAHH!
ok...i've been trying to download rookie of the years album
but no luck..
so i am kinda sad='(
i am soosososososososo desperate for their albums!
if anyone of you out there happen to have their album,
PLEASEEEE tell me..
or even if you have the maine's album...
PLEASE TELL ME.
but its super unlikely...coz i mean.
not alot of singaporeans know them...
how sad.
but whatever.
okay..so erm.
i have been havin DIARRHEA
for 4 DAYSSS!!!

i feel so so so xin ku now..
=(
haiyo...
daddiie went fishing...
and erm...yesterday watched Kunf-fu panda...
veryy funny la...
especially jack black.
if you dont know who he is, well he is the panda.
haiss...so sian now.
just now played audi with A WHOLE BUNCH OF PEEPZ.
let me name to you..but you propably wont know them..

1)ASHLEY(MAIN)
2)ANGEL(amateur)
3)HAYDEN(amateur)
4)DYLAN(MAIN)
5)DYLAN FRIEND #1(amateur)
7)DYLAN FRIEND #2
6)ASHLEY FRIEND(amateur)
8)ANGEL FRIEND(amateur)
9)HAYDEN LITTLE BROTHER(clubber)
10)AMBER(KING)
11)AMBER BOYFRIEND(KING)
12)and ME[:(clubber)

see...12 people in ONE room...
how great was that...
then keep on laggin..
then my character flyyyyy around the room..
then ashley also fly..
then landed ON TOP of me...
GAH!
play with them always lagg der..
HAI..but very fun
coz they all too pro ler.
all amateur and above...except me and hayden bro.
so sad right...
haix...must chiiong lor.
currently listenin to THE CAB...
another GREATTT band...
ouch..
stomach pain ler.
need go toilet
end with this video bah...
enjoy!!!
P.S I LOVEEE GARRET NICKELSEN.
(in case you dont know who he is, he is the one is black in this video and he is the one playing bass/makin the funny faces)

THE MAINE-The way we talk

2008-06-08T03:15:00.000-07:00

its been REALLY longsince last post.
yes...i did change skiin.
i used this before but well...I just like it!

alot of RUBBISH has happened durin the holidays.
i started playing audi again.
then erm...went fishing...
erm...homeworks?
msn-iing and stuff.

2 days ago played audi with REGINEmonkeymonkey
and friend.
she so mean la..
played couple dance then i aske her if wanna partner my friend.
she say wad..duwan la..
then scold scold scold.
aiyoyo...
and we were fightin about darnniit PETE WENTZ.

I have ABSOLUTELY NOTHIN

against fall out boy la.
i agree...they are good.
BUT THAT BLOOODY pete wentz...
that one i got ALOT AGAINST
aiya
bu xi huan jiu shi bu xi huan mah.
then regine keep scoldin me..
say if like FOB must support...
blah blag blah..
then i was like..yaya...
as if lor.
no matter what...
i still hate him!
i dunnoe la..regine regine...
he;s gay la...for heaven sakes.
let him go...
love patrick stump...or joe trohman...or andy hurly.
but NOT pete lewis kingston wentz(his full name)
he's just an idiot la.
there i said it.
PETE WENTZ=IDIOt

;D
wow...that felt good.
okay..anyways..
i was thiinkin of addin imeem...
like..IF YOU NOTICED.
under the likes section, i have the bands i adore and the members names + a band photo
i was thiinkin of addin a song or 2 frm each band...
JUST THIINKIN...
listenin to my brothers MP3 now ><
lol..need to listen diff songs occasionally.
currently listenin to LINKIN PARK
brothers ALL TIME FAVED.

their okay la..
but that chester REALLY CAN SCREAM...
wonder how he does it...
*wonders a while*

okay...nevermind.
wanted to end with a vid...but i dunnoe wad..
oh oh oh...i know!
this darn song is stuck to my head.

to show regine how i am NOT against FOB's
music...
here;s a song by FOB
its a cover of michael jacksons beat it.
and ouh yea regine...
i can prove how i dun hate FOB...
4 words.
I HAVE THEIR ALBUM .
muahaha...
ok..but i still HATE pete wentz[:

alright..
shall end here.

ENJOY!!

PANICharlequin

FALL OUT BOY-beat it(cover)

2008-06-03T01:49:00.000-07:00

yes...yes...yes...
it has been pretty long since i last post.
ive been SUPERR lazy..(i have to admit)
and erm..yea.
i was looking for blogskins for my blog and prefects blog..
found one for prefects blog[:
but i still dont think i wanna change mine.
i really like this.
has anyone notice that i actually sound EMO?
moodswings.
dont ask why.

friday/saturday had prefect camp.
super super super super fun
played with miss lim and miss tan the ski thing...
then the cheat lor.
suppose reach all the way to the end then come back.
but they go halfway then turn around and go back.
then say they win.
then then then..
we played the beans game.
EXCO versus miss lim & miss tan.
suppose take our the red beans then they oni take out one and say they won.
deal was if they win, whenever we see them, must say "you are the best"
if we win, miss lim must treat us lunch and dinner for 1 week.
they CLAIMED they won so ya...
but we never say they were the best...
coz...
WE ARE THE BEST.
MUAHAHAHAHAHA....*coughs*

currently munching on chocolate flavored Granola Bites.
wah..
so nice!
just now was on youtube watchin vids from bands.
then came across
the academy is...'s video "we've got a big mess on our hands"
super video la.

update update...
singfest alot great bands coming.

1) PANIC AT THE DISCO (best band EVER)
2)Lostprophets (okay la)
3)Travis(horrible...)
4) Simple plan( utter rubbish)
5)One republic (okay okay la)
6)Alicia Keys(ok...)

and many more...
they trying to get paramore which i think is SO RIGHT.
paramore should come!
right?
okay anywaes...
i thiink thats all...
shall end with and AWESOME video by "the academy is..."
and yes...the lead singer is william beckett and he is SUPERR HOTT...

ENJOY(:

The Academy Is... - we've got a big mess on our hands

2008-05-24T00:30:00.000-07:00

hhheeelllooo!
its been loong(as usual)
since i last posted.
i've changed my blog URL as eu can see...
so erm...RELIINK PEOPLE!
so erm...yesterday went swimmin complex to watch brother have lessons.
i quit swimming ler.
coz that stupid coach la...MR CHOH.
he liike sot sot one lor.
my father say he retarrded ><
then ask me go practice myself.
so every friday practice swim 30 laps then go home.
like that even more fun than getting taught by that MR CHOH lurh.
he talk hor...GOT SO MANY SOUND EFFECT LEH.
give eu example.
"he keep jumping into the pool WOOSH WOOSH WOOSH. then i tell him dun jump coz wait fall BOOM! but he still woosh woosh woosh jump into pool. then swim arh...HURH HURH HURH"

SEEE!!
EU NOE WAD I MEAN?
aiyo...relllyy lurh.
i wan my old coach back!!!
uRRHH!

ok nvm...too frustrated.
REALX RELAX.
so yesterday was the parents tour.
prefects did well.
*CLAPS* *CLAPS*
most parents were happy.
i think.
anywaes...later 5 got maths tuition.
so sian...
sick of studying ler ><
holidays still must go school for supplimentry
aiyoosss...
then erm...friday saturday leadership camp.
so sad the other P6's cant go...=((((
that makes it a little akward for the EXCO members coz
ALL OF US ARE P6 ><
well...i guess thats jjust now life is?
OUH YA...
DAVID COOK WON AMERICAN IDOL!!!!
WOOOO!
HE WON!
whenn he wonn...i practically JUMPEDD!
and hurt my knee...=(((((
since me ARE talking about him..why dont we post his video?
my faved song sung by him btw(:
heres david cook singing billie jean.
ENJOY(:

David Cook-Billie Jean